Day 33 - A Shade of Blue

Some days are just better off Blue. Today is one of those days. I sit outside under a blue morning sky. I look up as I eat my Blueberries and wonder again for the 1000th time if the way I choose to eat is right. I feels right to me. Why then is it that a lot of the time I feel like a solitary island in a vast ocean? I knew good and well that eating Raw was going to be different and many times difficult not only because I myself would struggle to accomplish it, but that others would not understand why I do it or even agree that I should. It is tough to hold the course I set for myself. What holds me to my decision has to be about me. How does it make me feel? What benefits are in it for me? Those answers are the reason why I do it. I feel better. It makes me happier. It's feels right. I have to hold to those reasons in the face of other's opinions. I am not used to flying solo nor do I feel that I am any too good at it. I like to please people and standing alone with something I choose to do is a rather vulnerable spot. Never easy and sometimes... Rather Blue.
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